Like No One Else.

I just made a post yesterday so I think its too early to make another one, but times like this don't happen everyday, and I sure as hell don't feel this kind of happiness and excitement all the time. To be honest, I can't even breathe properly right now. My heart is racing and this unexceptionable feeling is eating me alive. Oh God. I'm making this post and I don't even know what I should write. I hope you get the idea of what I'm feeling right now. I want to share this with everyone and at the same time I don't want anyone of my friend to know about this. I'm just ranting here because as far as I know, not one of my close friends know that this site of mine exists. Hahaha. I mean, I can't blog about this in tumblr. Everyone else has one. So I'm sorry if I'm confusing you or if I'm making you think that I'm losing my mind but I just... Asdfghjkl. :) :( :) :(

I saw him again today. (Okay, so you probably know that this was the reason why I'm hyperventilating and all, right?) I think I looked at him for a split-second. I tried not to stare at him because he might see me looking at him..and that's going to be very awkward. So yeah. That's pretty much it. Asdfghjkl.

This might not happen again. And after some time I'm going to feel alone again. I'm going to miss you again. And I'm going to force myself to move again. But what the hell. All I know is that tonight, I'm going to sleep with a big smile on my face, regardless if you're not happy to see me (or you didn't see me at all). 

Jump Start My Kaleidoscope Heart.

Its been a month since I've last been here. College had me preoccupied these past few weeks. Little by little I'm adapting to the new environment; the noisy and busy streets of Manila, my new (and not to mention, very big) school, and lots and lots of people and places I don't know. It's hard, but I don't regret making this decision. So far my stay in St. Scho has been fine, though I feel uneasy at times when I don't know where to go and where my next class is, but I'm sure I'll be able to find my way eventually. 

Of course going to a new school means meeting new people and having new friends. To be honest, I had doubts before if I'll be able to fit in with my block mates, but was lucky enough to be in a section with amazing people. Were not all the same but we all get along well (I think). Smart girls, unique (not weird) girls, simple girls, "kikay" girls, funny girls...and mean girls? Hmm. And yeah, we're all girls. Haha. I guess were a little bit of everything rolled into one. 

Except for things that deal with academics, I don't have a lot of stories right now. I've been thinking too much lately but I don't want to talk about it. I'm all mixed and messed up. But maybe you'd be able have an idea if you listen to my current LSS. I don't know how I feel. Weird.

I tweaked my layout again. Something cute and..pink. Haha. I've been dreading the weather this week. The rain doesn't stop and it makes it harder to commute you know. Last Thursday, the heavy rains brought by Falcon flooded Manila and had me stuck at Quirino Ave. for two hours. It took me four hours to get home and I was dead tired. I was lucky enough to be home before 9 PM. Some of my friends from UST got home at around 2 AM. Anyway, I hope you guys are safe. :) I guess this is all for now. I'll be back when I have the time. :)